Текст песни Destroyer Hole

This good feeling Could I stay like this forever? I like this mess But I begin to feel something different I have my reasons But I think I'm breaking down Did you see All the things that I have destroyed? Destroyer hole Affecting my bloodstream Bottomless pit Killing me no mercy Sometimes I feel Than is a war that I've lost I really wanted Be stronger and get it over with I don’t know what to say When I look in your eyes I just wanted to earn Your love and understanding