Текст песни Faint And Fading Out

i've been diving head first for several years from now swimming in the deepest waters now i feel like i've touched the ground it feels harder to breathe bathed in a total lack of sound i've lost touch with my mouth tongue tied with everything else around if i was to say you'll never hear this again never hear of me again what would you say? and if i'm to complain of the bitterness in your eyes hatred in cheap disguise would you change a thing? no i've been flirting with disasters acting as the mistress of happiness while i'm just craving for constancy and goddamn honesty don't throw your misery on me i guess you're drowning too your lips are turning blue bad times are on their way for sure i won't be the witness of it anymore