Текст песни This Has No Worth?

This Has No Worth? sometimes I cannot hold you cause of my paralyzed arms my thougths get out of my mind and my head is bleeding inside for thinking about you, thinking about me thinking about what was right so let's go back in timeline don't let my ego destroy your feeling of peace you never needed this... last night I had a bad dream it made me sweat and feel so rotten at the dream you killed yourself and I got screaming all night long my mouth is so dry to talk so much and nothing comes to my mind not even one stupid pride alone in my room I think it's worthless and then I ask... Why?