Текст песни Deathwish

I am now layin on my deathbed Cold and weak and full of pain My skin is wrinkled and i'm searching For a reason to not pass away I have been sick for a long time The cancer has taken my soul I lay alone in a dark room Wait every day to be fetched by death In silence i'm lying Deathwish burning strong I just wanna sleep forever I'm to weak to take my life I am now dreaming that i'm dying My soul is free from all the pain I am now crying, crying in happiness But i wake up to reality again I hate this life that i'm living People surrounds me to take goodbye I can feel it this is my last time I close my eyes and smile to my death