Текст песни Like a Musing

The cruel spiral intoxicates me I'm sinking day by day in this perpetual motion A slow endless fall written for me Like a musing, my empty life Like a musing, a sigh Life told me the worst lies And i could only swallow them I am nothing living the life written for me I try nothing disgusted by the salt of my tears Life told to me and i could only swallow them, the worst lies I don't want to wake up 'cause i don't want to take control The past is always here like an infidel lover Promise me there will be no tomorrow Promise me everything has an end Promise me soon the shroud will cover me Life like a musing I endured so many years These things so hard to accept