Текст песни Lead Existence

I know I Live a life, that won't change For some time I feel ill, quite strange I haven't cried for a year I don't prize myself on my ill health Its starts turnin' An empty room is now my doom My past was gone Well I know this was not what i wanted My head was clear not in fear of habit And guilt never took control And I lost a soul to my blues A long time ago A long time ago