Текст песни Useless Thoughts

My shadows thrown out over me, ALone on my knees. I'm going to beat my head several times For I wanna destroy myself... ...But I know that I haven't the heart to do it. I'm the frailest guy Cutting blades are flying and scratch in my brain. I open my eyes and I see the blood. My wounds have no way to heal. My hopes will have to wait In order to know what shade life is... ...I hope I won't be as I've always thought about it. I hope it keeps a tight hand on me, I'd live walking thoughtless But the tears dropped Lie in the way, ready to drown me. I look at theat wonderful landscape Thinking of those voices I've got in my arid garden And then I compare. I know, I'll know everythong from that easy glance I won't understand... ...Useless thoughts...