Текст песни Suicidal Outburst

I honestly don't know what is happening to me Just memories of what happened And enough to take me to my limit The use of haldol and zyprexa No longer helps to numb the days, after days Drinking and smoke no longer helps to solve mental problems Life is the poison that kills me little by little each day I feel like I should pop my head with an iron rod Or just cut my throat using a knife