Текст песни Rotting away

Living as if it were my last day Thinking about what I can say How things got so gray Maybe it really is my last day I feel like I'm rotting away Waiting for someone I'm alone, I want to run away Maybe things could be different Maybe I think too much Maybe I care too much I'm lost in this mess Now I'm living with this stress Maybe I want something I'll never have Because I've already rotted away And I don't know what to say