Текст песни silly

The mirror's cold, it shows my age No drug can clean this empty space I won't run after what won't stay Too tired to beg, too tired today And every night I feel the same Counting hours with no shame Silly, I lie awake (Silly) hoping I don't see the day (Silly) I don't want to need someone (Silly) I just want the dark to come Memories cut, they never heal Time just proves what's lost is real I'm not young and I can't pretend Every line just says the end And every night I feel the same Counting hours with no shame Silly, I lie awake (Silly) hoping I don't see the day (Silly) I don't want to need someone (Silly) I just want the dark to come I'm not screaming, I just get out A quiet voice, too weak to shout Even silence argues back A coin that spins, I won't collapse Silly, I lie awake Hoping I don't see the day I don't want to need someone I just want the dark to come Close the curtains, let it fade If I wake, I'll face the weight If I don't, just let it stay The night can take it all away