Текст песни This Time

I've been practicing all day Now the words I've meant to say are gone I promised that I wouldn't cry Told myself I have to try and hold on The truth, I lied I hate myself inside And why I played the game and paid the price I never looked back I never cried, never tried to wonder why I'll be on my own I never doubt, never shout Or wonder how I'll never be lonely Until this time, this time, this time This time I will I've been wide awake on night There's no sight of sleep inside my mind The headlight shadows scares my wall I convince myself you'll call in time The truth, I lied The girl in me has died And why? I played the game and paid the price I never looked back I never cried, never tried to wonder why I'll be on my own I never doubt, never shout Or wonder how I'll never be lonely Until this time, this time, this time This time I will This time I will Be yours completely This time I'll Make sure you don't hate me This time I know This time I can This time I will I never looked back I never cried, never tried to wonder why I'll be on my own I never doubt, never shout Or wonder how I'll never be lonely Until this time, this time This time I Will I've been practicing all day Now the words I've meant to say are gone