Текст песни Where I Lay

I fear I'm bad at life No excuses I can offer I can't seem to get it right And no flood could keep me watered I wanted to be something I only wanted to be something In the garden where I lay All the flowers bloom but me I'm staring at the Sun and taking rain Still I can't help but feel so out of place Where I lay Where I lay Well I don't think I belong here No I don't think I belong Whether a crowd or an ocean I'm out of place in it all I got friends I got love Will they last? And how long till I'm alone again convinced that it's all my fault I wanted to be something Wanted to fit in Would've given anything Wanna be something Wanted to fit in Could I take a different shape In the garden where I lay All the flowers bloom but me I'm staring at the Sun and taking rain Still I can't help but feel so out of place Where I lay Where I lay I guess in the end I'm just a kid Learning my lessons and desperate to fit I guess in the end my colors don't mix White in the knuckles Blue in the lips In the garden where I lay All the flowers bloom but me Think I'm broken Think I'm torn Got no roses Only thorns I don't think I wanna be me anymore