Текст песни Abstinence

What an uncontrollable eagerness That brings me to panic I feel like there is no oxygen I can hardly breathe I don't understand how I can't stand on my feet But I run like someone insane I don't understand how I have no strength to stop my Tremulous hands Tremulous!! I don't understand how I can't stand on my feet But I run like someone insane I don't understand how I have no strength to stop my Tremulous hands Tremulous!! Abstinence But I destroy everything Abstinence All around me This eternal search for relief Peace and freedom That makes me a pain prisoner Of pleasure I don't understand how I can't stand on my feet But I run like someone insane I don't understand how I have no strength to stop my Tremulous hands Tremulous!! Abstinence But I destroy everything Abstinence All around me My addiction for ignorance Makes me fade away, day by day I need help But I'm week enough To keep myself on this And not strong enough to admit it