Текст песни Uproot Tree

i'm tired but cannot sleep lyin' in bed with open eyes i'm lookin' into - darkness thinkin' of better times i often dream about him and in my dreams - he's still alive! i'm wakin' up with a smilin' face but after seconds I know it was only a dream! a dream! sometimes I feel - like an uproot tree all alone and no way to live anymore! the only thing that I can do is lie here and wait for...? i think that it happened yesterday it's hard to talk about it is anybody out there in this world who can tell me why?! it has been like a terrible dream, oh my god! sometimes I feel like an uproot tree all alone and no way to live anymore! the only thing that I can do is lie here and wait for...? in those days I didn't know anything about my luck i kicked it with my feet but now I think it would be better if it happened to me... if it happened to me...