Текст песни Lost Paradise

I was a kid , I was walking in the streets, In this town life was quite not what it seemed. Everyday 's got its lot of slayed dreams : No sun ; no hope under lunar beams… But i'm not the ordinary kid, I will escape this doomed reality, Was not able to hear what my friends were sayin', Didn't want to hear what it really meant… Now in my castle full of riches I'm alone ; Money's problems now they are all gone… Lookin' lower ( i can see my..) …Lost spiritual home… An' you know that it drives me insane ! ! ! !