Текст песни Brilliance

If I wake up blind, with the sun in my eyes Beating on my brow through the car window If I close my eyes, will I miss pink skies being overcome by black clouds above But I'm too scared to explain why only days ago, I'm sure I died The brilliance of the rocks below I'm in control, at the edge, on my own Arguments and solace from the book inside the dresser drawer Curled up on the bathroom floor and Billie's on the radio If Lady Day could only know how she's saving me now And I will fly away in time And I will learn to forgive myself