Текст песни One Shot One Kill

I'm pensive and nervous, and I'm generally under duress Seems you caught me at a bad time, cause I'm just a fuckin' mess No time to play the victim, no broader worries other than death Because a dark heart and a bright mind are the keys to success Despite the broken dreams, in bits and pieces I'm fairing well as far as I can tell This time, I swear I'll give this all that I got Sometimes in life that's all you get is one shot (one kill) I take a sip of the good stuff and I really really try to relax But my mind keeps slippin' away as if perpetually under attack No sleep for the wicked they say, or is it rest? Same thing I suppose, but who gives a fuck anyway! I'd rather off myself than merely exist And I'll go quickly if you get my gist This time I swear I'll give this all that I got Sometimes in life that's all you get is one shot (one kill) One shot, one kill