Текст песни Floodgates

The floodgates opened and there was a river Flowing through me with a dull precision It left me feeling nauseous I'm handcuffed by a lack of ambition Drugs and daytime television I fight through life like a prison And chop up individual parts I couldn't process And I was rotting in the backseat I was trying to find New words for the same repeating lines And after the smoke clears Opened my eyes and I was still here I was certain I was a goner It should have been me on the tablе With the wires and the cablеs I'll do anything it takes to stay here Just a little while longer And I was lying in the backseat I was trying to find New words for the same repeating lines And I was lying though my teeth Always saying it would be alright Still feeling your fingers on my spine And when the floodgates closed And I was back in my darkened home Feeling more depleted than I ever have But instead of crying Whenever I think of dying It only makes me laugh And how could I explain it to you when I don't understand it myself? And I was lying in the backseat I was trying to find New words for the same repeating lines And I was lying though my teeth Always saying it would be alright Still feeling your fingers on my spine