Текст песни How to spot the Anti-Christ

I woke up feeling down Rubbed dirt from my eyes This endless summer quit too soon The marigolds all died And i don't mind I must have fallen hard Cause i can't remember when Smiles were sincere Not false emotions Too scared to move on I'd love to love again Too weak to give in Everything dies everything ends I built this palace tall and strong You crashed right through it's guarading walls Have i lost my mind?