Текст песни Ritual

I think I'm going blind Oh, I can't see the signs I feel it coming, I feel it coming I hope you close my eyes When I run out of time Can't keep on running, I keep becoming Unrealistically distressed I play it out in my head Catastrophically obsessed It makes me wanna rip my heart out of my chest 'cause I just see death in what is beautiful Plan all the funerals (ah, ah) Everyone's blissfully delusional But I deprive myself like it's a ritual Ignoring my prescription I've found my new addiction Now I'm not eating, and I'm not sleeping My mind is playing fiction A curse of my existence Hyperfixation, no medication Stops me from calling the dead Light the candles on my bed Bracing for the world to end It makes me wanna rip my hair out of my head 'cause I just see death in what is beautiful Plan all the funerals (ah, ah) Everyone's blissfully delusional But I deprive myself like it's a ritual (I run and run and run and run and run from nothing) (I run and run and run and run and run from nothing) (I run and run and run and run and run from nothing) (I run and run and run and run and run from nothing) I just see death in what is beautiful Plan all the funerals (ah, ah) Everyone's blissfully delusional But I deprive myself like it's a ritual (I run and run and run and run and run from nothing) But I deprive myself like it's a ritual (I run and run and run and run and run from nothing) (I run and run and run and run and run from nothing) But I deprive myself like it's a ritual