Текст песни To Kill This

With a lack of self esteem I walked into my teens And six years later I'm still frustrated I'm still not who I want to be And now it all comes down to Am I treating her right? If I could just be All that I can be for her That's when I'd be the man I long to be I hate this cycle It's a neverending Story of infinite last chances I keep telling myself And now it all comes down to Am I treating you right? Just grow up But it's so easy to say And so much harder to do I hear it each and every day Just grow up It's the only thing left to do It's time to kill this There's no two ways about it Ends today right here right now But it's time I learn that It's not a matter Of saying the right words Or singing the right songs It's so old but it's not easy To say goodbye to all this heartache To just say no, just run away, endure pain And suffocate every desire that hurts you My words and actions don't align My heart is the victim of my mind