Текст песни My First Murder

My First murder Dear God, Dear family, Dear life, Here living in this jail, Eating my death Dying in this crazy place Nobody here know who I am But I know, I am one dead man Looking my life, Looking myself I´m looknig myself But I can´t find Anybody else Than my past I can´t forget, The memories everytime back The memories what I wish I didn´t had How can you live With this things in mind ? I don´t know why But myself I can´t find The darkness is holding me tightly How can you live outside If you done the same thing like me ? CHORUS I´m paying for that I´m not happy for what I done Why have to be like that ? I can´t do this onmy own Why the peoples are so mad ? ( I CAN´T HOLD ON ) I can´t do this on my own... Dear God, Dear family Dear life Here, living in this jail, Eating my death, Dying in this crazy place, Nobody here know who I am But I know I am one dead man Looking my life Looking myself CHORUS I´m happy For what I done You either You are more fucked than I You told me to do that Don´t try escape ´Cause the destiny is behind you I´m paying my debt Don´t have escape Just tell me why !! ( 3x )