Текст песни PTSD

I've got issues with my mind I get triggered all the time I tell everyone that I'm fine Doctors give me all these pills Just to keep my mental still But it only fogs my mind I get nightmares at night So I never sleep right Got me screaming for my life I feel like I'm loosing grip Can you help me with all this So will you pray till Something's different in me 'Cuz I've been dealin' With my PTSD God, I know anxiety Can kill me, I need to breathe So will you pray till Something's different in me Cure my PTSD I've been doing it myself And I never ask for help No one's ever seen how bad it gets And on the outside I look well But inside it feels like hell I'm afraid to see what happens next