Awake lyrics

Are you still listening to me? Stumbling while I speak Too anxious and too freaked out To say exactly what I think I'll try to calm down, get a fucking grip Calming isn't calming when life keeps crushing it And I don't know how it's supposed to be When every bad thing feels like it's about me And I don't know how it's supposed to be When every bad thing feels like it's about me I'm freaked out to say any more Banging on my bedroom floor Honestly, honestly I'm bored But maybe it's alright Thinking through all those sleepless nights But it's not alright I've grown anxious throughout my life But it's not all bad Are you still listening to me? Stumbling while I speak Too anxious and too frеaked out To say exactly what I think