Deathwish lyrics

kanjou sae kieta kyoumu no hibi ni okasare warau koto mo naku koto mo sukui no koe mo... umaretekita koto sae uramu kono sei garasu no hahen suberasu atatakai aka... What is meaning to live? The life is time to killing 'death'. I want to escape from pain right now. Kizanda kotoba ga dare ka no kokoro ni hibiitara negai ha mitasare iki no nai karada ha zetsubou e...