Living Backwards lyrics

I've been gone forever Lost in my own zone Wandering a wasteland Trapped here all alone No one here to help me No one even cares So I became the ruler of the land of despair Tried ti catch the fast lane But I was left behind Now I'm only chasing The colors in my mind Dreams were made for mortals None were left for me So I'm living backwards The past is all I see The past is all I see