See Me lyrics

I've never been confident Never wanted to take my shirt off in front of girls And it's probably Something that I have learned, need come to terms and be honest with But I'm too scared of what people might say I'm afraid Of everyone judgin' me Once they observe what I preserve, they stop lovin' me 'Cause that just hurts, I did it first and cuttin' me Deeper than a knife ever cut I'm no good Give me strength I've too many times here in the quiet In my bed, I hate myself but I do it in private I'm so scared, I just can't have you anywhere near me 'Cause what if you see me the way that I see me? I think I owe an apology To the kid I was when I was young 'cause I promised him That I'll figure all this out by the time that he got here But that was a lie and I am still ashamed 'Cause I'm to blame, ooh, ooh-ooh (ooh, ooh, ooh) The war that I'm fightin' is fought by a person I can't see (ooh, ooh, ooh) And lately I'm hidin' All 'cause of me Give me strength I've too many times here in the quiet In my bed, I hate myself but I do it in private I'm so scared, I just can't have you anywhere near me 'Cause what if you see me the way that I see me? Lost my head, I'm not too proud of the way that I'm hidin' My eyes are wet, been months since I caught myself smilin' I'm so scared, I just can't have you anywhere near me 'Cause what if you see me the way that I see me? Give me strength I've too many times here in the quiet In my bed, I hate myself but I do it in private I'm so scared, I just can't have you anywhere near me 'Cause what if you see me the way that I see me? Lost my head, I'm not too proud of the way that I'm hidi