Goodbye lyrics

it's my turn to say goodbye to something I could never live without to something I could only close my eyes and dream about so this is goodbye I don't think I'm ready and I wish you weren't you'll never look back I wish you felt the way I feel when my stomach bursts at the sight of your hands around my throat you never felt it but I always held it as close to my heart as the knife you said goodbye with this is good bye-goodbye-I'm so bad with goodbyes