Original lyrics
ENUnderneath the blanket of fog
I still don't miss all the ways I held on
Lost in the motion, I think to myself
That the scars I've put here will remain forevermore
Even the blind can see
Mistakes like a family tree
Staining the pages of memory
So keep this as a diary of all you forgot to say
We go in circles and it makes me numb
I wish that I could have stayed there
I wish that you could tell
A sum of all the failures
Results of every mistake
And now I mourn forever
Though I thought I'd never break
I'll be fine
But just take it as a sign
If you're dressing for your own funeral
Then you're already moving on
Adrift the seas of discontent
That's where you'll find me (Where you'll find me)
We can't leave here, we can't answer
And we are dying faster
Holding on to something I don't know
Are you holding on?
Cause I'm holding on
And now I'm stuck here waiting, I ask
Where do we go from here?
There's nothing holding me back
I need a breath, I need something that you can't give anymore
Some mistakes hold your head under water until you let go
Time won't wait for me
Falling apart in its finite embrace
When this moment passes
And it will
I'll wish that I could do it all again
Pinch my skin so that I will wake up
I've broken down, I'm barely holding on
Take me as you find me
And make what you will
Of whatever's left
