Kaleidoscope lyrics

I wake up knowing that you're gone The letter left inside the drawer I stare through the window, window Why would I ever say Those words I cannot erase? The look I saw come on your face Is frozen there each time I blink It's my kaleidoscope of pain Why would I ever say Those words I cannot erase? I'll never know If you're ever going to come back home So I'll give in To the pain that's eating me Why would I ever say Those words I cannot erase? Why would I ever say...