Lazy lyrics

Kinda wish I never loved you, but I did Family's always first And all the praise you gave me, bullshit All the words that you said were a mirror looking back It's a mirror looking back I'm only what you want me to be A puppet without a string And when I find a way to break free I'm a liar, a quitter, you'll never hesitate You'll hurt me to my core I dunno if I'm crazy I dunno if I'm dumb I always thought I was lazy Cause every second you yelled it through my door I thought you knew I was hiding I wish you knew I was scared The whole world is lying So grab a ride and take it as it comes