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When you sleepin' alone do you see me Looking down at your body from the ceiling Do you wonder where I am now And why the hell I'm such a letdown I had a feeling this was gonna be another one Shovin' roses down the barrel of a loaded gun Maybe you'll hear this song and hate my guts At least you'll know that I still think of us It's been a couple of months and I'm sure You don't know me, I don't know you no more So why am I still laying here on the floor Thinking of you, wishin' I could do more Now all of your clothes are just covered in paint But I'm wearing them still just to cover the pain And I'm wearing them still just so I can relate To the life that I had before you got a raise I guess that you can say I'm better now 'Cause I'ma motherfuckin' let you go somehow I guess that you can say I'm better now 'Cause I'm a motherfucker when you let me down Fall asleep to your hands around my neck I love the feeling when you choke me half to death I guess that you can say I'm better now 'Cause I'm a motherfuckin' motherfucker when you let me down Why the hell did you tell me that you missed my bed Were you just fucking with my heart or my head And I told myself that I would not do this again Swear to God that I would not go through this again It's eating me alive Every time I close my eyes See a body by my side There's nobody by my side It's been a couple of months and I'm sure You don't know me, I don't know you no more So why am I still laying here on the floor Thinking of you, wishin' I could do more Now all of your clothes are just covered in paint But I'm wearing them still just to cover the pain And I'm wearing them still just so I can relate To the life that I had before you got a raise I guess that you can say I'm better now 'Cause I'ma motherfuckin' let you go somehow I guess that you can say I'm better now 'Cause I'm a motherfucker when you let me down Fall asleep to your hands around my neck I love the feeling when you choke me half to death I guess that you can say I'm better now 'Cause I'm a motherfuckin' motherfucker when you let me down I'm a motherfucker when you let me down I'm a motherfuckin' motherfucker when you let me down I guess that you can say I'm better now 'Cause I'ma motherfuckin' let you go somehow I guess that you can say I'm better now 'Cause I'm a motherfucker when you let me down Fall asleep to your hands around my neck I love the feeling when you choke me half to death I guess that you can say I'm better now 'Cause I'm a motherfuckin' motherfucker when you let me down (Better let me down, let me down down let me) (Better let me down, let me down, let me down down) I guess that you can say I'm better now 'Cause I'm a motherfuckin' motherfucker when you let me down