Materialistic lyrics

The me I loved but forget how to be Trekking through fog so carelessly I'm rotting in bed, get me out of my Head Somebody find me please, I'm falling to my knees Read a page a thousand times but absorb no material Why do I only care about the things that are material? Desperately trying to find Problems that aren't mine To keep this off my mind Found something to love, but It doesn't love me Tracing my skin, holding when I breathe Only bones is what I want to be Hold me close and I'll break you'll see Let me sink through the earth Let me expire Start to think this all I desire And If It kills me I'll be on TV Where all the Little girls learn Who to be Read a page a thousand times but absorb no material Why do I only care about the things that are material? Desperately trying to find Problems that aren't mine To keep this off my mind Found something to love, but It doesn't love me Tracing my skin holding when I breathe Only bones is what I want to be Hold me close and I'll break you'll see Wasting all my time On problems that aren't mine To keep things off my mind (to keep things) Wasting all my time on problems that aren't mine To keep things off my mind Read a page a thousand times but absorb no material (yeah, yeah) Why do I only care about the things that are material?