Why Is It So Hard To Change lyrics

Shut your mouth I don't like the sound of what's coming out Close your eyes Don't have this conversation while you're pissed off and high You already know Painfully aware of just letting go Blurry eyes It's hard enough to leave but you insisted on goodbye I'll never know what I'm leaving Why did I throw it away? I wanna grow but I'm sinking Why is it so hard to change? Now I'm gone The leaving is the easy part of moving on Empty knives Nameless lovers leave with one more piece of me each time What am I headed towards Falling through distorted floors of more than what I can bare to ignore But I'm not scared anymore Feel this rush when I get what I always wanted before But can I trust myself to ever stop needing more? I'll never know what I'm leaving Why did I throw it away? I wanna grow but I'm sinking Why is it so hard to change?