This War Called Home lyrics

I cannot find A way to figure out Where I am Seems just like home But feels like a storm A cold so freezing I've been trying, crying I've been a liar, I've been a fool But I always tried To build around me A world so tight And swimm against an emerging flood I shut my eyes Believe in something I realize is made of nothing I know it's time To leave behind me This war called home How crystal-clear The rain is whispering Her song to keep me away from tears I feel I long To run further from All of these wasted years I've been waiting, aching