Credo Insanity (Intoxicated) lyrics

I want to be a martyr Crucified on altar I want to be a sheep In a herd of shepherd I want to be a coward To hide behind you I cannot be free Sickness inside me Intoxicated by God So please, please give me a pain I am happy, I am insane Please, please show me the way On my knees, I am in pray Hide me, behind your back Fear twisting around my neck I cannot be free Sickness inside me Intoxicated by God