Original lyrics

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Today my past Has come alive to eat All of the guts that I use to just keep my feet Moving left and right As my legs shake like trees Oh how I curse the heavens for not taken me God damn This whole mess that's me I don't trust myself I'm in way too deep And every night I erase the day With the strongest drinks they'll give to me And I awake Much to my dismay To find that I'm still staring at the same ceiling I just wish once I could get this right And have the angels from the south take me at night God damn This whole mess that's me I don't trust myself I'm in way too deep And every night I erase the day With the strongest drinks they'll give to me And all I have is meaningless And all I found is nothingness In this self loathing sickness And all I have is meaningless And all I found is nothingness In this self loathing sickness God damn This whole mess that's me I don't trust myself I'm in way too deep And every night I erase the day With the strongest drinks they'll give to me And all I have is meaningless And all I found is nothingness