Search For Salvation lyrics

I'm standing in the moonlight In the snowy fields of loneliness Embraced by cold winds The sky is dark, as dark as my soul I look at the sky, I see a falling star A smile appears on my face Now that falling star is gone just like my smile Back in misery Back in pain Walking through the snow Abandoned by everyone My mind is poisoned by fear and hate Left me in anger and despair Trying to hide my tears inside But they’re still come, still come, anyway I'm so blind. I've got to stop those illusions for hope and joy, and see the reality (A life filled with sadness) I've got to search for salvation A search for death!