Apophenia lyrics

I awake to find we're losing sight of who we are And it's not like we're still inside your tired illusions So I'll wait in these desperate hours of confusion Have I wandered too far away Am I lost inside a maze The answers will be revealed and it's only a matter of time So I take the blame and play your game but never thought this was all For a moment you try to control I can't say how it's taking the gun away from me If I stay here and wait inside the silence If I keep holding my breath You think I'm drowning and I already have So I'll wait to find another tide Another reason to finally say it and now It's only a matter of time So I'll wait in these desperate hours of confusion I can't say how it's taking the gun away from me