Shine lyrics

This is the last time I will talk to you I feel like I'm in a blocked state of mind Am I getting through I'm on a free fall So hard Hard for me to shine Been so long If you look real closely You can see right through The pain I created I'm putting us through I'm on a free fall So hard Hard for me to shine Been so long To find Try and find myself Hardest thing I've ever done To find Try and find myself I'm on a free fall on a free fall