A Bullet Meant For Me lyrics

Living life with my hands on the bottle Sun's up, but the party's not over yet Take another shot, full throttle Black out until I can't remember it Thought I was bullet proof But all along, the target was you I know the fear of letting go has wounded everyone I love And I don't know why I'm still holding on It's clear to me that I'm the one with the smoking gun I dance through the night with my demons And sing to the soundtrack of giving in Hide in the glare of the moonlight I drink until I'm numb, but I'm not numb yet I see I'm not okay But I don't know if I welcome this change I know the fear of letting go has wounded everyone I love And I don't know why I'm still holding on It's clear to me that I'm the one with the smoking gun Ooh-oh Ooh-oh Ooh-oh, ooh-oh Reconnect back to when I used to feel I wanna feel again, I'm falling to my knees Reconnect back to when I used to feel I wanna feel again, feel again Save me! Save me! I know the fear of letting go has wounded everyone I love And I don't know why I'm still holding on It's clear to me that I'm the one with the smoking gun