You Won't Win lyrics

Now I find myself Looking into my lower mental And in other lives I found you there In this vision once more everything became clear In so many records you're there and now I understand I've loved you for a thousand lives Even lost you a million times And all along I believed I would find you again And when her heart beats close to mine The whole world feels more alive Like I'm walking in heaven's light So I thank God every day For the woman he sent my way Oh, I hope I never lose you again You once told me you'd be my partner for life Partner for life But then The sky caved in and the storm came crashing down And it fell like Pain, pain And I believed I believed believed Believed Pain, pain But again and again Envy's voice keeps stealing your mind And once again it pulls you away from me Oh, please just stay stay till the end I want you I need you oh, God don't let me lose The only light I fought so hard to hold Please stay stay with me But the demons told me everything They laughed in the night, ha, ha, ha You won't win this fight And they said it again and again You won't win this fight I don't want to Another love No not another love I want to cry really cry but no tears will fall They left me long ago now I feel nothing at all Now the days fade into darkness And you're not here To pull me through it all Hi shadows of the abyss This place of sorrow still holds my old self Once again I return to speak with you Still trying to understand these echoes of the past I die everyday just waiting for you And you keep walking away step by step And I know I won't love you for a thousand more I surrender I won't love you for a thousand more