My Disrupted Reality lyrics

Where are you? Gone again after a smile Who and what are you? That vanishes like charm I don't care People tell me you're made-up There must be a reason why You're out of sight Dressed in white, uneven and untrue Reality is a point of view Stand between me and the chaos out there Do not walk on me again Bring heartsease and more anxiety My shivery friend, sweet enemy Mocking me Right in front of my eyes Make all of my friends Believe i lost my mind I close the door Too frightened to see you I make myself look like a fool