Hardly lyrics

I am a memory. I never existed. And now I am nothing. Her name, a single word. Melts me, takes me to the ground. Only alive, can't she see? I'm destroyed by yesterdays. And do I gain? I could only dream for chance to side with me Inquire. Ingest. Implode. Let this not be the dissassemblance of me Another night with arms still empty. I'm destroyed. And do I gain? Or just fall.