In For It Now lyrics

i've been here for a while tomorrow seems like yesterday i wouldn't call it a state of denial i forgot how to pray i've been here for too long i feel i've been defiled would it be wrong to sing this song too hard to reconcile what is this life i live i abuse the word 'forgive' why did You put me here if You would reign down tears and the pressures building now and i'm weighted to the ground and these bricks i've laid by hand and i'm in for it now amazing grace how sweet the sound