When I Die lyrics

I was talking to myself Wondering how I was going to die Will I see the outside? And would I realize? Will you take me to the movies if I can't run? Will you see make make mistakes I never used to? I was walking in a field Waiting to be near I was reaching for daylight A memory I was supposed to be Yeah, I want to remember And I want to do so much more Yeah, I want to be much better And I want to do so much more I was talking in my sleep Every secret that I keep Can't say what's on my mind right now Can't save me like an old sweater Yeah, I want to remember And I want to do so much more Yeah, I want to be much better And I want to do so much more