Here I Am lyrics

I never thought i'd see the day when you would up and walk away from me. but now it hits me just like a slap to the face. i draw a blank, with nothing i can say to make you stay. i'm trying hard to understand. if you want me, here i am. this is just as hard as i thought that it would be. i thought this would last forever. as you speak i can see the truth in your eyes. until now, i never realized that you were untrue. and to think that all this time i was ashamed, i thought that i should take the blame for everything. i'm trying hard to understand. if you want me, here i am. this is not as hard as i thought that it would be once i looked around to see what was left. but to no avail, i found that it was gone. i know nothing lasts forever it took this long to understand that you don't want me as i am. i could never change enough to make you mine, but if you want me here i am. Want me? Here I am.