Disconnection lyrics

It's 3 am I've been up for quite some days And I still feel wide awake I don't know how much more I can take Before I make this leap of faith And let everything that I have known Wither up and fade away I'm hoping that the rope won't break But if it does it'll be too late The afterlife is where I'll stay Please don't think that you can help me I know I can't be saved