Self-denial lyrics

Refusing to go Im not allowing myself To make mistakes Refusing to see Any difference In the before or after life I go between Refusing to eat Refusing to sleep I just might live for another hour I cannot see I cannot hear You shut your mouth Refuse to say Another word Even thought My mind is here My body is not Refusing to breathe Refusing to live I just might see the other side Where i would be free from self-denial Where i would be free from self-denial Refusing to breathe Refusing to live I just might see the other side Where i would be free from self-denial Where i would be free from self-denial