this body means nothing to me lyrics

They say they saw him with a gun They think he'll stop but they don't know There's people talking in the dark They seem to care And I keep falling in and out And it leaves me rotten But I doubt he's had enough Had enough, had enough Feels like I'm standing on the outside Looking in And I know this body's not mine To begin with I wish that I could crawl out My skin And see the world And I promise this is the last time I admit it These days just seem to pass by In a minute A pistol and a small town We've seen it all before And I just wish I could go outside Without this fear of harm And I should probably see a counselor 'Cause I don't feel too well And why am I always the bad guy When I just try to help This body means nothing to me At all